Ooh, the mood has decided to hit me again, its just one of the moments when you have nothing better to do that your mind starts running wild and the deep side of you starts revealing themselves, and you go, oh,
this isnt me!. but guess what, it just is. Sometimes, these moments teach you little things, sometimes they just make you cry. But whatever it does, these are moments that you will never miss in your whole entire life.
Everyone has an expectation on everything, literally everything. I mean you kinda want things to happen your own way, and friends to be what you want them to be, and life be just the way it should be. But in life, theres never
our own way or
what you want them to be, neither there is
the way it should be, cause theres simply too much impossibles, surprises or even miracles. You start hoping that your friends can be like that, or things to happen this way. But hopes dont happen, so you change to make it happen.
You start to be more outgoing at certain occasions so that you can feel accepted, or start to talk less so that people dont find you irritating, whatever it is, you change. Its a basic human instinct
to adapt, to change so that you fit in, so that you find your place.
Then u realize, you start to not like yourself, you forgot who u were, because you simply changed too much.
Changes are good and inevitable, but friends, you dont have to change so much for your friends if they dont appreciate it, friends change for each other, its a 2 way thing, but if one day you realize, you have been adjusting yourself all the time to suit your friends, then I guess its time to say goodbye, because its just not worth it.
Think about it.
n sleep over it.
