Thursday, November 30, 2006
11:21 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Do You Know ?- Do you know that if you cut a burger into 4 parts, you would feel as if u never ate the burger at all??
-Do you know that the amount of male voices we hear each day is way beyond out imagination? just on ur TV, and listen.. the male speaking behind every commercials has been bombarding ur subconscious mind since u knew there was a TV. Now this is what i call patriarchal dominance. why isnt it a gurl anyway... ooo-la-la
- Do you know that there are countries in this world without a B-E-A-C-H? seriously, i never realise that. i mean there must be countries embedded within other countries and not near the coast, how could i ever be so stupid. wells.
-and Do you know that if i ever had a chance to live again, i would want to be a handsome dude with smarty brains, yet heck about studies but a presidents scholar. ha ha ha.
5:17 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Monday, November 27, 2006
(gosh, these bags are EX!)
photos frm A.D.M.J webby
12:01 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
check out "The rose" by westlife...
Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower, and You its only seed.
It's the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking, that never takes a chance.
It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give.
And the soul, afraid of dyin', that never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely,
and the road has been too long,
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong,
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows,
Lies the seed, that with the sun's love, in the spring becomes
The Rose.
7:52 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
thisisbyfarTHEexamIhavetheleastconfidenceIN
iTOTALLYdunnowhatwillhappen
PLUSdoingbadlyforpsychologytermPAPER
itjustmademyday
iTOTALLYdunUnderstandCHINESE
andDUNNOwhattoprepareforSSA
andtheresenglishwhichyoucanNEVERdowellfor
onTOPofthatPSYandSTATSisjustkillingME
OHwhatshouldIdo
11:26 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Monday, November 20, 2006
i finally recollected my feelings about that incident..
n i guess there is nothiing under the sun that i couldnt make an influence about
except maybe death
even genius-es may sometimes feel helpless
much less me
what else could i have ever done
to change anything
anything that can be changed afterall
i wish i had that power
to change that little something about the world
or a strong heart to bear the many hardships i see
what else could i have done
or what else could i ever do
i wish tears could wipe away d helplessness
or forgetting could make things never happen
whatever it is
deep down inside
i wished i could do something
maybe, maybe, and maybe i could
if only i try hard enough
or have the passion to
and maybe
i could change a little something about the world afterall
or maybe even influence somethings
i guess
i just want to feel useful
5:14 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Sunday, November 19, 2006
gorgeous. ooo-La-la.
im busy stressing myself so that i can start studying like everybody else, which up till now hasnt been really tat sucessful cause im just like an old train, tu-tu-ing ard.. SO ILYAS, stop complaining about me not updating. sometimes theres so much to say, but when u finally decide to blog, those much-to-says just disappear with the wind. i wonder why.
but anyway. finally started reading psy properly, and im so fed up with all the different kinds of depression, schizophrenia, amnesia, phobias and their related psy terms are killing my brain cells, damaging my T cells and reducing my natural killer cells, such that my immune system is suffering from multiple attacks by flu viruses and blah blah. not to mention HEADACHES! o m g.
luckily psy is interesting afterall, so im actually quite amazed by the amount of mental disorders im learning and their symtoms, and i have to say, i actually see these symptoms around my peeps. woa.. rather scary. but oh well, im quite having FUN, memorising aside. ha. and i would never have thought psychologists came up with SOOOO much theories and models to explain every single simple behaviour, i mean, how am i suppose to remember ALL of them.theres even such a thing known as "medical student disease" such that medical students who read up on exotic diseases came to be convinced that they actually have the diseases until someone else assures them, of course, psychology students have the "psychology students syndrome" whereby we become convinced we ourselves have some sort of mental disorders when we study abnormal behaviour. im pretty amazed when i read about these, and i guess thats how the sterotype of psychology students becoming PSYCHOTIC came about huh. i better be careful. oolala.
ALL this aside, im more and more convinced that im on the right track, studying about the things i like, reading up on how personalities developed and learning about the various mental disorders, although it may be tough at times and workload is like OVERWHELMING, im really glad to end up wherever i am now, FOR now, i see a clear road ahead.
1:24 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Friday, November 10, 2006
hey piggy viv :
H a P p y b i r t h d a y! omg, arent u
excit-ed ? ? ! !
10:37 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Thursday, November 09, 2006
rummaging thru my photos, i cant believe i went to the ZOO with these guys back then. and i cant believe lyas actually brought along the BIG cooler bottle, and I CANT BELIEVE we actually ended up thankin him for that, afterall hes by far the most
housewife train-ed boy i have ever seen.
recalling the old days he made us MILO and SANDWICHES during d band chalet early EARLY in d morning while all of us were snoring in the room. and whats so damn FUNNY is how we woke up and started packing to leave, leaving him and his sandwiches, milo UNTOUCHED. for he still had to beg ppl to eat them while he rushing-ly packs up to leave with us.
gosh, this is so funny i had to mention it randomly.
but those WERE the times.
11:54 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Saturday, November 04, 2006
yesss sam, we NEED more jobs.PPL...any lobangs, u noe MY number!
and yessssss, tiangy, i hope u r entertained..
and
YESS im super jinxed, ilyas.
TODAY, is another WEIRD day.was supposed to help gen out with her maths back in AC, but i WASNT able to due to severe memory failure, i CANT remember the A level stuff (oh my gosh). well, sorry gen..lols.. but oh well, tok to a few of the J2s, and
bullshit-ted gossip-ed ston-ed with that few ppl.
WEIRD is the right word for today, nothing much was done, pure slacking, pure boredom, and..well words really cant describe today. ESPECIALLY when i recall the conversations i overheard today with gen while at the cold storage, seriously PEOPLE are getting crazyIER, i mean we heard a weird couple squabbling over this pack of sweets, like helllLLLlooooo ppl, its ONLY a pack of sweets, and theres this fat ugly lady talking about this guy trying to ere*t against her back and her fren asking her if shes turned on, OH MY GOSH, like HelLLlLLoooo again, we R in public ppl..
and then while i was determined to get a snack from cold storage, there was seriously nothing to be buy-ed, a few small pieces of chocolates for what $5.20? if not, all the affordable nice tasting stuff are like GONE, i mean gone, no stock. WTH.
and not forgettin to mention, ILYAS, after our bitching phone conversation, i WAS JINXED again! i told u i gossiped too much, cause i was hit by the soccer ball which yangy and his gang played in the canteen, this time, on the other side of my back prior to the side i injured a few days AGO, while falling down the stairs.. i seriously feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeLLL damn ...
i dunno if i should laugh, cry or celebrate this funny weird sad unlucky WEEK!
Oh m a n s!
11:10 PM muacksbisous :) Y
vivo is reeeeeally tempting
too bad im reeeeeaaaalllllllly broke
and down on luck
witness some useless security guards trying to catch a suspected theft-person.who tried her best to run.byscreaming and shouting.dunno the outcome though.was afraid she will come knocking into me when escaping.so we SIAM the situation asap.
oh man.what english was that.
LAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY dae....
12:02 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Thursday, November 02, 2006
this is a horrible terrible forrible vorrible lorrible gorrible borrible corrible sorrible morrible dorrible zorrible worrible korrible torrible WEEK!
dropping grades
outbreak on face
frustration
lessened time
exams coming
disappointments
sleepy lessons
darker eye rings
lousy playing
un-understandable tutorials
low efficiency
and ive ..
slipped and fell down
donated 10 bucks to vietam victims
hurt my back and arm
had a new haircut
and...
eating
sleeping
snacking
shouting
gossiping
bitching
jumping
laughing
praying
hoping that everything can be made right.if only so....
i can stop pretending and trying to be happy
stop feeling so lousy
stop being stressed up
stop feeling i cant breathe
help me.
AHH AHH AHH AHH AHH AHH! i think i need
a shoppin spree
realllllly good food
tea times
slacking ard
and most importantly meeting ppl not in my uni life.
7:55 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
damn the rain. i cant believe i actually slipped and fell down the few steps of stairs. and i finally believe how retarded my reflexes are, that few seconds when i fell, it was like a total slow motion thing, like you could know which part of yourself fell, where exactly you bumped into, and how you landed and stuff. MAN! how jinxed i am.
and yesterday i was caught in a freaking THUNDERSTORM, couldnt get a cab, ended up late for my lessons, and the lesson was sucky shit, and then i forgot my EZ link, blah blah.. blah blah...
now i believe, gossiping is bad for health and hence i shall stop calling (him) a pig and (her) a frog. viv and sam. this is a warning.. before you end with a sprained back, and hurt arm, LIKE ME! oh ..my..................................................goodness................................
8:19 PM muacksbisous :) Y
