Saturday, March 31, 2007
hey 31st march, its PAP's bdae!
for my lame, funny, stingy, weird, cute, nonsensical father,
we were at botthe tree park for a mini celebration, it was situated at some park, decorated with antique chairs, chess tables, fish ponds etc, and they serve pretty good chinese food i must say, though not the best, but with a little more money, its worth buying their ambience, ha, though the crabs were really really good! you can even mini-fish there!
photos photos photos -
PHANTOMS tml! ooooommmmmmmmmmmggggggggg.
11:59 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Monday, March 26, 2007
Why do i keep harbouring the evil thought of you being unhappy??
no no thats not me. im not that evil.
or am i?
i need therapies
1:28 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Saturday, March 24, 2007
having to collect 15 dating ads from a particular group of peeps just aint enough. YET.
risking my identity to sign on into all kinds of dating.coms to OBtain the ads, as u would have predicted, my mail is now FLOODED by tons and tons of "we found your match" kinda emails from
1. gaydating.com which i assumed the identity of a gay named marcus
2.christiandating.com which i pretended to be a really devoted christian named MOMO
3.divorcedsingles.com which i had to spin a story of a sad divorce situation and kids left uncared for
4.over40s-singles.com which obviously i bacame an old spinister named Veronica apparently
5.professionalsdating.com where i became a surgical doctor aspiring to meet a lawyer.dumb.
maybe i shld just shut down my mail, or perhaps i should accept their "match" and start online dating with them using my assumed identity, that could be interesting, and probably land me in BIG trouble too. but anyway, im really quite wowed by the kind of "services" they provide for their members, if you pay of course. i think at one moment, my mum thought i was surfing porn. HA, and i tot so too!
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alumni band was fun interesting
12:26 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Monday, March 19, 2007
i cant believe this video. CANT.
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Im not sad, im just disappointed. and this time. its for real.
11:33 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Friday, March 16, 2007
the littlest thing that makes me happy :
-bumping into YOU
-being able to get a seat on the congested BUS
-not having to rush ANYWHERE
-hear YOU call my name
-not UNDERSTANDING what my french teacher is saying
-scribbling on your NOTES
-receiving A message
-talking to YOU online
-chatting with my silly DAD
-contesting LIFE
-wearing my FAV earring
-cutting MY nails
-windowSHOPPING
-taking a long long BATH
-annoying my MUM
-gossiping w YOU
although the bigger things have been happening the WRONG way, at least i noe somethings are RIGHT.
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distance
9:44 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Saturday, March 10, 2007
omg. i printed like nearly 9 dollars worth of notes in school yesterday, and that goes to show that:
1. printing business is really worth investing
2. i really need a new printer
3. i really haven been going for lectures for quite some time
4. what the hell have i been doing???
5. oh man, the lecturers are really putting a lot of non-important stuffs into their notes
6. i need more pocket money
printer printer printer, ive only realised how important you are to me when ive lost you.. sobs sobs
on a side note, i saw a person carrying the same green checkered BODYPAC bag i used to carry back in lower secondary school days, and i was like thinking, its been ages since i saw anyone with those bodypac bags that we used to go hoo-hoo-haa-haa-ing over for! yea and of course i remember our "slackers", right gurrrrllllllllllllllssssss??
1:39 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
how terrible can it be if you...
1. look into the mirror and saw nothing but air
2. took pictures with people but saw only u urself on the photos
3. realised your best friend was only imaginery
4. have the world telling you you have been hallucinating all these while
5. found out that your loaded account only has ZERO dollars
6. received mails threatening you to kill yourself
7. 100% sure that you saw a UFO in the sky
8. stop being able to pass ANY exams
9. reached home after school one day and realised EVERYTHING is
gone. includin ur family.
10. keep receiving calls from a stranger
11. ...
12. ...
13. ...
i would be paranoid, scared and may probably kill myself.
having lost control and predicatability of the world is the last thing we can ever imagined while we try hard to maintain such expectations of our own life. u probably think, nah, how can those ever happen?? well chances are you are probably right, but for some people somewhere out there, their brains just decided to screw them and sell them to hell. yesss, the brain is ever ever THAT powerful, so while we remain sane and conscious, lets celebrate the
normalities that has been happening to us every single day, for they arent that normal after all.
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such is life!c'est la vie!
9:27 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Sunday, March 04, 2007
life is sad. and the world is too sick for us to live it. or rather the humans are way too weak for the world to handle. start counting the number of sad things that has happened to you, and you'll realise all's just too bad, even worse, when u start counting the number of happy things that happened to you, u fall deeper into the darkness. and yes, i did just that.
maybe ive realised all such truths long ago, or maybe we all knew about it, but we never stopped believing in our own set of theories about life, thats persistence, yet another quality of the
true human being.
somehow someday sometime, something triggered that particular nerve in me, leading on to all kinds of amazing hormonal responses in my body, and so ive decided to abandon my own set of theories, forgoing that persistence, and refuse to be that true human being. sad isnt it? but when i stopped being that true human being, everything becomes so much clearer.
i honestly think that theres too much sad and cruel truths about life that is happening out there, and realising them woke me up, perhaps
life's a dream, and only the optimists can afford the luxury to dream. cause when you realise those sad and cruel truths, u cant help but fall into what the true human beings coined as - depression. and when u cant convince yourself against those truths, u'll officially become a member of the IMH, where u become .... c r a z y
yes, u become crazy.
and u noe what? maybe these "crazy" people are the real sober ones, who've seen the real world, noe the real truths, and unlike the others, they've awoken from their dreams.
why is there earth? why are there human beings? why shld we live? what am i here for? what the god damn hell did
THE GOD do in the very first place? if there even was one.
of course i'd like to dream, dream dream dream and live my life. but now, im right awake, with millions and millions of questions in my head. which i noe. that nobody can answer. except me.
so please tell me im wrong about the world, please tell me humans arent selfish,please, please, please. b4 i become c r a z y.
stop telling me that the world is beautiful, because WHAT exactly is beautiful about the world? i really dun see your point.
or tell me that humans are kind, because WHY are humans kind in the god damn first place?
why are people so vague? saying things like the world is beautiful, or the sunshine's great, or your lifes perfect?? cmon! tell me something concrete. if u even can.
and so when u've finish reading my little thought about the world, tell me u agree with me, i'll feel good. or tell me u dun agree with me, i'll feel even better cause really, i'd rather dream the way you dream, and join you in dreaming your life forever and ever.
i'd wish.
12:53 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Friday, March 02, 2007
10:48 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Thursday, March 01, 2007
1:59 AM muacksbisous :) Y
ever thought of why people actually pick up their phones? because it rings? probably so. or are we subjected to the famous learning theories that we have "learned" to pick up the phone when it rings? yeah even more probably so.
but the equation is actually rather more simple than that.
well. i pick up the phone not because it rings. but because i want it to
stop ringing.
i guess not many ppl will realise this unless u have tried or at least u have encountered not wanting to pick up some call from somebody irritating. so have i did.
the idea of THAT phone ringing non-stop or vibrating non-stop just gets on my nerves. and it generates a whole lot of other reactions in your body, pushing you to no other choices than:
1. throw ur phone out of the window (which nobody will eventuallly cus its just not worth it)
2.off ur phone (which may be feasible but blocks off every other connections)
3.shut ur ears (which u actually cant)
SO that leaves us with no choice but
4. ANSWER the
god damn phone. and probably you will
a. shout at that person across the line
b.ask him not to call again
c.tell him to kill himself
d.and babber a whole lot of other possible non-friendly terms u can come up with
and so...
you become a nasty person. all beacause of an irritating person.
see? nobodys kind forever
hell with all the kind people
n i did not just become mean again, i didnt.
1:24 AM muacksbisous :) Y
