Monday, April 28, 2008
On saturday night while I was rushing out my stupid research report, my handphone BEEPED and yay~ we (matilyasme) starbucked again at our fav. place. I wasn't supposed to go since my report is .argdajshfijfbfi bfibewf. but i went. and so we talked again, and it really felt great to talk with my fav people, even though times like this are rare, its always the best when it did. Most of the other people simply ignored what I had to say, and so i obediently remained a silent friend with no opinions. But i know there will always be 2 gundu mamas around to hear my thoughts. oh im so gonna miss this after (flyingoffdate). but i guess we can always webcam, provided I even have internet connection haha :)
okay one pathetic photo of the day
Sunday was spent running everywhere picking things I need, and I did bare minimum shopping - no money lah, but that only means I wasted one day not being able to finish my report and study for exams. S HIT right. Hence, as you would have prophesized, IM STILL ON my report. and its due like in a while, im so dead. At the same time, im rushing out summary for my tutee and studying 15 chaps for tml's test, and mind, you. I BARELY started. Honestly, I really maximised everyday I have now, and no days are spent not doing anything, its so packed, I cant even lunch with some people. so, basically im just complaining I have no time, and haaha, complaining does make things better :)
rightt.. heading back to work
its war-time baby!
11:08 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Saturday, April 26, 2008
to someone VERY DAMN FAR away.. SAMANTHA HO SHU WEN..
HAPPY 21st larh!
and please know that I sincerely wish you:
Happy living the new OLDer life!! okays im not smirking, EVEN if am,
you are supposed to pretend to not know .hehheh.
I hope the gift reaches you too.
P.S Thanks for everything so far :)
.
12:23 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Monday, April 21, 2008
I won heaven today :) it was like 99.9% going to rain before I went to work @ MPS, despite raindrops on the floor, i just refused to bring an umbrella, and.... it didnt rain!
haha, cheap thrill..
anyways work today was so angry and frustrating, one volunteer sat beside me while meeting the residents who needed help, so I had access to their entire conversations, and i was like sooo pissed off. Some people live on this world, JUST to be leeches. Come complain of having no job for 7 years, and claim CANNOT find - BULLSHIT. although you're 50, and pri educated, you still can work at macdonald right.. keep cursing PAP or CDC for not helping her, whah lao, i was like so freaking pissed lah. she rejected job offeres from CDC can.. and say the pay is (&*(*^^&$%^##, please lah for god's sake, if you're really that poor, please dont wear until so nice, carry such a nice handphone, and call other ppl's pay *&%$$&*%^#%$@$@, YET still want help. just go and eat shit and die.
i really admire the volunteers for their patience, if I have to face these stupid residents, i will just like murder them. LIKE IMMEDIATELY
on a lighter note:
mynewBaby :)
got psychoed to buy the silver one, theblack one IS nicer, but ooweells, loving it all e same :)
11:32 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Saturday, April 19, 2008
i feel damn bloody bored at home!
even with dogs, food, and tons of academic work to do, ppl to phone, i still feel damn bloody bored.
i can so imagine my days overseas..counting down everyday :)
my dad has returned from beijing, bringing with him, tons of imitated stuffs! so furnie.. he got like this china iphone for me, and you know me, im like how anti-fake stuffs..BUTBUTBUT after playing with it for quite a while, i realized its not bad you know!! i mean first of all its NOT cheap, it cost like any normal phone, and besides the fact that its an imitation, its a PHONE lah, its working loh.. haha.. so i guess i'll "diamonte" it and bring it to states.. haha
okay that aside, many many many admin stuff to settle, and ive decided to fly straight to my SEP after New York. that means i wont be back till dec/jan, isnt that super loong?
:)
7:06 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
MYbefore-i-turned-25list
(in random order)
1. SEE THE NORTHERN LIGHTS
2. Get of of my house
3. Get a job I liked
4. Learn diving
5. Not be worried about money
5. Watch a Broadway Musical @ Broadway
6. Las Vegas
7. Backpacking at least 1
8. GET TO PARIS and take a photo with Mr. Eiffel
9. French level 10!! haha siao
10. Tell everybody I loved them
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etc.
Just 10 things I need to do before I turn 25, not fantastic but exciting :), i had this list like in mind for super long, had no idea why i tot turning 25 was a bigger thing than turning 21, and if I don't achieve certain things, I might as well as commit suicide. And while talking to Amilygirl online just now, I decided that we shld we write down the lists.. I need more time to think more. but here's a start :) And so, SEP is confirmed I am going for exchange people..haha, I think the most exciting thing about exchange to Canada is I CAN SEE THE NORTHERN LIGHTS! man, thats like my top most thing to do since the time some physics tutor introduced it to me and sam back in JC time.haha! Basically I could achieve Number 5 and 6 too since i'll be going to States.
So that makes 3 down! fantastic right?! my 21st year is going to be so fulfilling, unlike the 19th year. and hopefully I can do Number 7 and 8 when i graduate :)
Yes, Im a greedy pig, who doesnt like Singapore just as much yet. Well, I know I will, eventually.
9:20 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Friday, April 11, 2008
pardon my language in previous post, I just HAD to do it to prevent myself bursting from anger.
owells, and just this minute, i realised..
MY SUPER URBER BEST FRIEND SAMHO, i miss you like a lottttttttttttttttttttt :)
everybody i met up after u're gone for SEP always ask me whether i missed you and i always say NO, yes, i said no..i just didnt realised it and probably didnt wanna admit it..i mean my life COULD still go on right.. oh yes of course it did.. just, it wasnt the same life i used to have.. im so used to knowing you're somewhere nearby for the past freaking 8 years leh, i have so many things to complain to you and i just cant find you around! internet IS just not the SAME :(
and i still wont see you for like ages. thanks to our plans to venture out, hurhur.
im so sad.
6:29 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Thursday, April 10, 2008
You're the
fucking reason i stopped buying clothes, and this is the reason why i HATE you, and i REALLY HATE YOU, i will HATE YOU FOREVER. i will.
trust me.
10:11 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
Slamuryl-Phitrol finally got together on SATurday.. okay although we only had 3 people, and it was like a bit rushed, STILL, i miss talking to these people.. and we feasted like mad lah..i found sushi like SUPER nice, okay more like FOOD was super nice cause I haven eaten a decent meal for a long long long long time...
Looks damn delicious right? vivian is right, this sushi restaurant at the basement of The Cathay is indeed worthwhile! 99cents per plate, although the main courses were normal pricing, but the food quality was superb. ESP the squid.omans..
Owells and we caught The Bucket List, its like so my kinda of movie, a MUST watch, rather touching and inspiring..i hope i'll not need to wait till death comes to realize who I truly am, and not only then can i put down all the anger, jealousy and realized all these while, its not worth it :)
Photo of the day :)
Taken with SayLin's new phone! damn clear right.
anyway realized my hair is golddddd now:)
And lets all say WELCOME to my newest addition to the family~~ BOY!
Cute right......haha!
think we're keeping it for good. except the tear stains, and the peeing pooing around, he's so adorable to be given away!
A random thought, it just occurred to me that obligations DOES comes with age, and as we grow older, friendship is no longer friendship.. family is no longer family.. ties aren't just simply just ties anymore, and im feeling so upset about this :(
and i have this crazy thought, i wanna work under my french tutor who is this crazy clinical psychologist..! he is one great man :) and isnt life just wonderful if you can find one mentor to learn from?? never thought i'll meet such a great man. thing is, how do i approach this sub??
SIGH
7:26 PM muacksbisous :) Y
its war-time baby!
Taken with SayLin's new phone! damn clear right.
Cute right......haha!