Friday, November 30, 2007
PHEE-PHEE IS HAPPILY SNORING (LITERALLY and THE DAMN LOUD KIND) BESIDE ME WHILE I PIA FOR MY COG PAPER AT 9AM!

PHEE-PHEE IS HAPPILY SNORING (LITERALLY and THE DAMN LOUD KIND) BESIDE ME WHILE I PIA FOR MY COG PAPER AT 9AM!
PHEE-PHEE IS HAPPILY SNORING (LITERALLY and THE DAMN LOUD KIND) BESIDE ME WHILE I PIA FOR MY COG PAPER AT 9AM!
thanks for your "social support" dude, im so gonna upload your snore clip
6:18 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Thursday, November 29, 2007
stats exam was like a total disaster, it aint difficult, but i panicked like hell, and then everything goes wrong after that. SHIT, im super angry with myself. so i mahjong-ed with my fam till like 3 am yesterday, only to start regretting today because i still have 10 chaps to go until my cognitive psych paper at 9am tml. even if i take 1 hr to memorise 1 chap, i'll still not finish till like 9pm today, provided that i start now, and i keep to 1hr per chap, but experience tells me thats not possible, i'll probably only finish 5 chaps by 9pm IF IM LUCKY, and i'll probably not be able to sleep today, but im damn tired, so that comes to only 1 conclusion - im screwed.
On a lighter note, the 2 new additions to my home - our dog, and our mahjong set, brings us much joy, and i seriously wonder whether thats a bad news, not much of a lighter note afterall (hur hur)

THE dog, tearing quite terribly at the 1st day

getting use to the sun in my house

finally snuggling under the blanket it never fails to pee on
it makes us so mad we jump around, and then when you see her face, you'll stop being mad, SERIOUSLY, theres just something about her... phee-phee!
pretty woman
walking down the street...
pretty woman.
10:43 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Friday, November 23, 2007
im super pissed with myself right now.
First, i scared myself with my self-generated-complicated-squeezed notes i did for cognitive psych midterm that gave me a MERE 4 marks out of 10.
Then, i received news about the mean for Health Psych lap report and class participation points (which is reeeeally bad news i tell you).
A whole lot of realisation followed and i was made aware of the never-been-clearer feelings towards PSYCHOLOGY.
i detest it.
no subject is worse to score than psych!
theres SO MUCH competition, SO MUCH smarty pants, SO MUCH materials to know, SO MUCH to be expected, SO MUCH to do, SO MUCH to read. worse and worse, everythings new.
its really either
1) im genuinely stupid
2) ive grown stupid-ier
3) ive forgotten how to memorise
4) my brain shrank
5) ive never been lazier
OR WHAT, YOU TELL ME!
i swear, im much more hardworking than millions out there yet i suck at it.
I S U C K
seriously, why did i ever chose this major to torture myself, and compete with insane-madness lastly driving myself up the bloody-crazy-wall.
i cant seek solace anywhere, i cant get consoled by anyone, i dont know how to face myself,
im scared to fail.
im losing my best-friend
4:52 PM muacksbisous :) Y
Thursday, November 15, 2007
OMG, yeahhhhhhhhhhh!
A- for Cog term paper! FINALLY, i do something good this sem. HA HA HA .. at the expense of others (HA!)
almost like the entire rest of the lecture people score C and below.. and yessss, my friend flip through the papers.
HEY! dont tell me u dont do that!
urg, sems finally coming to an end, and it barely seems like it started. this week was hectic, i hardly get any sleep, and 2 more CAs tml and then its finals.
its a marathon, girl! *
P.S i got a full mahjong sset plusss a portable table: and that means i can organise A MAHJONG PARTY! ladies..~~~
2:58 AM muacksbisous :) Y
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
deadlines are set to not be met
plans are made to not be followed
goals are set to not be achieved
so why bother, aight?
and i had to come back to grumble
just keep breathing carol, you can do it.
*faintly from the background: "no....i ..i...can't..t.."
11:17 AM muacksbisous :) Y