some people just refuse to accept d reality n traps themselves in the past, thinking since the present is not desirable, i might as well hide till the future arrives. d past, d present, d future, they are all just terms n not a definite timeline, the next minute can b the future, n by d time u realise it, it had already became ur past. there is absolutely no way one can hide forever and hope things can turn for the better. you
have to do something about it, try to amend the holes, and if u made the effort, im sure the future will be better, thats karma. you can hide but you cant run, if this is whats gonna happen to you, admit it, embrace it. stop denying.
i hate people who refuse to admit their mistakes and tries all sorts of ways to blame it on someone else, does it help? No, and in d end, everything goes back to zero. feeling bad, sad, moody, or frustrated, we dont make you feel this way, its u and ur mind. wake up before u never will be able to, stop denying what you did n hope for our trust, becos its never gonna happen, trust is mutual. so what if you r not happy, its u and ur mind.
we dont exist to make you happy, we dont exist to make you feel worthy, we dont live for you. stop thinking your friends are the only ones who cares, stop looking at things at your own direction, stop thinking we failed you. have you ever used your brains? why in the hell do MY parents suffer from high blood pressure, giddy spells, or whatsoever sickness, think about how much you contributed to it the past few years, n i mean YEARS. im sick of staying on this uselsss topic for years, move on, stop hoping we care when u urself dun even make the effort. go on blaming everything on us, go on denying your actions. one day, when its time for all of us to be apart, u will regret it like shit. i bet you cant face urself by then. everything you do now adds on to ur future.
stop blaming the past, becos ur present is like your past, nothing has changed, you still do the things you did, and now you r hoping everything will be fine. its not gonna happen. stop thinking how things should have been, because thinking wont make things happen. stop trying to tell ur friends u r mistreated and how unhappy you r, they think its a joke. i bet you dont even have the guts to tell them you stole from d house, and had to resort to stealing my clothes. i bet they will leave you right away.it never occured to you how hard people work for their money? ask anybody, if they had such a person in their house, that person would have been kicked out long ago.
continue to pretend that things never happened, i dont even sense a guilt from you, not a single moment of it, you dont even feel sorry. get this clear, people dont live for you, im truly sad you hadnt realise this yet. what saddens me most is how everybody forgives you for everything you did, and i cant even get my only wish i ever wanted. i bet you dont know. use your bloody brains.
