oh heavenly! psy mid term is going to be MCQs..thats like so wow man. anyway think im down with flu! shits. the feeling is just terrible, why cant the germs decide to just attack any other people than me?
anyway things are really slowing down like slow slow slow, i mean there are changes here and there, good and bad, and im acting as if i didnt care, pretending to embrace it, but seriously, i hate the fact things are changing. relationships with different people are taking a bit of a turn, of course compelled by various social factors which i obviously cant give a damn shit change about, well im bascially still searching for the 'right' way. and i wonder why, the more i search, the more things go haywire, and the more things get more complicated. and the harder i try, things just seem to go all the wrong way.this is oh so terrible! i mean i cant even give a damn shit reason of why im doing psy when my tutor asked me just now, what d hell am i doing man?
bottomline, i just know it. i just know im supposed to do psy, obviously i cant tell my tutor that.
maybe im trying to hard, or maybe my brain and heart just decided one day that they should like go separate ways or something, they are so not working together! cant they learn teamwork? and not try to manipulate me in their own freaking ways, im getting confused of what they want! oh whatever.
i hate the way you affect me that nobody else does. shit, you are back again.
