the past few days has really been a roller coaster.
first, i wanted to reward myself with a sony VAIO on my burfday which obviously did not happen due to various unforseen circumstances, in the end, i got a free macbook.
it sucks to know i once again bowed to reality, once again got defeated by the monster-with-a-paunch. wells. what could i say. try again next time. and i fell into frustration, on my burfday.
then on burfday night,i went steamboat with my fam at mount faber, had some laughs, felt much better, n saw some beaautiful night scenes. a rise in mood of course.
went into a peaceful sleep that night, still trying to get over the VAIO thing, or rather thinking of wways to get rid of the free macbook and top up to get a VAIO for myself. i think i did sleeptalk that night.
waking up to realise i haven found a solution and it sucks like shit. hestitantly getting myself ready to go out to meet the gurls when mz messaged me and says she will be late. i was just frustrated enough.
just when i was still deep in thought trying to figure my way out of this laptop mess and waiting for lee mz to change and prepare. my doorbell rang and 2 gurls sprang out of nowhere with my burfday present. my mood suddenly shot to a high and i swear i almost cried. partly because i was like touched, but rather, because they appeared like angels when i was still in a mess and when i was still really very angry with THE paunch-monster.
the day continued at new york new york where we gouged down some chicken and fish, some chocolate-ty stuff and coffee, and of course, the never to be missed photo sessions. self i mean. its not really how the photos turn out, but rather the process of taking photos, it sometimes can be so funny and so UNGLAM! i mean UNGLAM, like how sam would just like to click without notice and when i was talking, or how mz tries ways to make her face look the smallest in the pics, ok whatever it is. we look like idiots trying to get the restaurants name in the pic or squeezing to one side of the table for a group photo while the waiter was looking for a chance to pass us the bill we asked for. still, these are the very much sort-after memories that makes my day. finally, the day ended with movie devil wears prada where we were treated with a range of branded beaaaaaaautiful chains, coats, handbags blah blah blah, well i mean our eyes feasted on it, and it just gave a punch in me, and i realise, i really do need a lot of money! wOo..
one good thing did come out of these days, without the financial burden to buy my dream VAIO, it means i have money again, it also means i can finally go to bugis to buy the chain necklaces i wanted to buy, the tops i wanted to buy, the bags i wanted to buy, the many many many things i said i wanted to buy which i did not. yays-ables.
well, the roller coaster has ended and its high time i prepare for mid term.
on a last note, a big THANKS to my gurlfrens, sam and mz, for appearing like angels when i was like down and jinxed. its great to know you found life time friends who would go to lengths for you and make you happy, though i doubt they know i wasnt. its been years of ups and downs, of growing older together, getting jinxed together, bitching together, playing around together, times may come we change and part,but i will always remember the things we do, the STUFFS we ate, the people we hated, and the shoppings n outings we had. well in anway, i totally love-ed the gift, just because it reminds me of you guys.
May days of sadness be filled with laughable memories of us being the way we were. cheers to eternal friendships and never ending laughter. yay yay yay, its just hip hip hoorays. im officially nineteen.
