Seeking the feeling of being accepted or being important is like one of everyones goal in life, and yet ironically, this feeling of existence is often being conferred to you by everyone else except for yourself. Secretly, everyone yearns to be the popular guy/girl in everywhere, where everyone wants to befriend you, or feel proud of knowing you. Yet, only one in many few actually succeed in being what i call a social magnet. And its as if an unwritten rule that being a social magnet gives you the power to confer the meaning of existence to everyone n anyone, that people actually do not feel alive not being a friend of THE social magnet. Obviously this is so not true, and anyone past that stage would have realized it, and would have realized how simply anyone around you could make you feel ALIVE or important. Be it friends, or passer bys, family members, or even someone you helped, these are people who give meaning to your life, people whom you made an impact on, and people whom you had actually influenced with that seemingly powerless power of yours. The point is, never underestimate the simplest thing in life, and never always look up towards the desirables, when you have the time, do look back, do turn around and look at the people who once appeared in your life, people who once stood by you, the people whom you thought were never going to be important at all. Friends are people who just will cry at your funeral one day and feel sad and then they leave you behind like you never existed before, but family are those who will always remember that you once lived, and will continue to live in them despite your departure. The aim of my life is to meet this family, not the family related by blood, but friends whom have elevated to being my family, a family who will always believe in whatever i do, a family who will always forgive me whenever i fail them, a family whom i can always turn to whenever im in trouble. I believe in fate as much as i believe in relationships, and i will always continue in this quest of seeking my family members. and when that happens, i believe, its when i finally understand my existence in life, and that would be when i leave quietly and hopefully, leave a legacy behind.
And im proud to say that up to this stage of my life, i have if not had, found most of my family members, and to these guys and gurls, i hope you feel the same way too. Thanks for everything, and i mean everything.
And now that i
Have finally found that world
Who will be there for me eternally
My everlasting sun
Suddenly our destiny has started to unfold
When youre next to me
I can see the greatest story love has every told
I found my place in heaven by your side.
