gorgeous. ooo-La-la.
im busy stressing myself so that i can start studying like everybody else, which up till now hasnt been really tat sucessful cause im just like an old train, tu-tu-ing ard.. SO ILYAS, stop complaining about me not updating. sometimes theres so much to say, but when u finally decide to blog, those much-to-says just disappear with the wind. i wonder why.
but anyway. finally started reading psy properly, and im so fed up with all the different kinds of depression, schizophrenia, amnesia, phobias and their related psy terms are killing my brain cells, damaging my T cells and reducing my natural killer cells, such that my immune system is suffering from multiple attacks by flu viruses and blah blah. not to mention HEADACHES! o m g.
luckily psy is interesting afterall, so im actually quite amazed by the amount of mental disorders im learning and their symtoms, and i have to say, i actually see these symptoms around my peeps. woa.. rather scary. but oh well, im quite having FUN, memorising aside. ha. and i would never have thought psychologists came up with SOOOO much theories and models to explain every single simple behaviour, i mean, how am i suppose to remember ALL of them.theres even such a thing known as "medical student disease" such that medical students who read up on exotic diseases came to be convinced that they actually have the diseases until someone else assures them, of course, psychology students have the "psychology students syndrome" whereby we become convinced we ourselves have some sort of mental disorders when we study abnormal behaviour. im pretty amazed when i read about these, and i guess thats how the sterotype of psychology students becoming PSYCHOTIC came about huh. i better be careful. oolala.
ALL this aside, im more and more convinced that im on the right track, studying about the things i like, reading up on how personalities developed and learning about the various mental disorders, although it may be tough at times and workload is like OVERWHELMING, im really glad to end up wherever i am now, FOR now, i see a clear road ahead.
