i finally recollected my feelings about that incident..
n i guess there is nothiing under the sun that i couldnt make an influence about
except maybe death
even genius-es may sometimes feel helpless
much less me
what else could i have ever done
to change anything
anything that can be changed afterall
i wish i had that power
to change that little something about the world
or a strong heart to bear the many hardships i see
what else could i have done
or what else could i ever do
i wish tears could wipe away d helplessness
or forgetting could make things never happen
whatever it is
deep down inside
i wished i could do something
maybe, maybe, and maybe i could
if only i try hard enough
or have the passion to
and maybe
i could change a little something about the world afterall
or maybe even influence somethings
i guess
i just want to feel useful
