YAY-ness! exams finally came to a closure..im soooooooooo happy. a small review,
horrible corrigible subjects: psy, stats, CHINESE
terrible subjects: Singapore studies
normalible subjects: English
amazingly, english turned out to be the best written paper, and i definitely hope that d results for other subjects proves otherwise against my review (ha ha) nows the time to job hunt, watch more TV and enjoy my long waited
HOlidaes!sometimes i just wonder why people just refuse to believe the simplest things i say, its as if i sound inconvincing or that theres something about my character that makes me sound inconvincing. i wished i could shout "PLEASE believe ME" but i really see no point, i mean why do i have to do that when im not in the wrong? and why do people believe what i say as long as i say its from somebody else? and the irony is that YOU dont even know who the somebody is - my gosh! i guess sometimes im just too stubborn on my own ideals, and it can be quite difficult sometimes, so much so that SORRY doesnt come easy from me, i really dont feel sorry MOST of the time, which can be quite problematic especially when i have to do something before the relationship sour, i guess its all about give and take, just say sorry LOH even when i dun feel sorry at all.. forgo my pride for the sake of the better,
AYE! "Dont judge a book by its cover." i guess everybody knows this cliche philosphy about life, but SERIOUSLY nobody abides by it, another tragedy of life,its as if the more you steer yourself towards this principle, the further you find yourself away from this notion. hey hey, ur subconscious mind is working on YA.. but anyway, what im trying to say is, i think its worth thinking about the number of people around you who really knows who you are, as a person. and its really worth thinking about whether you actually made an effort in learning about who ur friends really are, beneath that BOOK cover. it may be deceiving and difficult but i do think its a worthy effort, take note of their minute details, things they say, or temper they have, learn who they really are. even more ironically, you would by now assume that friendships or relationships would have by then strengthen and scale up to a greater height, BUT BUT BUT, its just of people's tendency to hide beneath their BOOK cover, sort of a self defense mechanism, such that everybody wants to retain some part of themselves, as if that little privacy serves to boost one's self confidence, soooo, despite wanting to learn more about ur friends, toe the line! emotions and feelings are the most sought after non-monetary things in life, yet they are also the the most dangerous thing to tamper with, (sigh).
i guess ultimate-ly, everyone just want someone who could understand you. me too.
