what a way to kick start 2007 but squeeze thru the crowds in vivo on the 1st and end up buying NOTHING even though zara sale was on, or to play bridge and daidee with my clique on the 2nd at sams house like AGAIN! i bet the security guard would have recognised me by now, counting the number of times ive dropped by her house these 2 weeks, oh well..maybe YOU shld empty your store room for me huh, sam ho ho ho? tsk tsk.
aye. 2006 has breeze-d past us like breeze, ha ha! well u noe what i mean, and NINE-TEEN has really been a year ..that hasnt really been a year, oh my, what i mean is everything is VERY fast. very very veryvery very very faasssssst. from the long-awaited As results to the start of uni life, everything was like a breezzee.. as if ive never lived 19 .. unlike all the other 18 previous yearss. OH MAN.
Nonetheless, ive to say i have learnt more things than ive ever learnt than in any other years. but most importantly, ive learnt to feel more emotions. and i never knew i could feel so many different kinds of sadness or different kinds of happiness all in a go!
happiness from learning u did well in exams
happiness from knowing u strike a lottery
happiness from knowing you have great peeps around u
happiness from knowing you found your path
happiness from knowing your family is actually crazy
happiness from knowing theres a bigger world out there
happiness from knowing how beautiful little things can be
happiness from knowing more about yourself
happiness from knowing how to overcome your phobias
happiness from knowing how trying can lead to success
happiness from knowing you can do better than you think you can
happiness from knowing how to cherish
OR
sadness from knowing how your closest friends can fail you
sadness from knowing how distant u are with some people
sadness from knowing you can never do better
sadness from knowing how things cannot meet your expectations
sadness from knowing how powerless humans can be
sadness from knowing how many people out there are starving
sadness from knowing how evil human nature can be
sadness from knowing how important money can be
sadness from knowing how people disregards your existence
sadness from knowing that your friend always fail to look back at you
sadness from knowing how unpredictable life can be
of cos, these are just SOME of the tiny weeny bits of things that i experienced in 2006, but at least, all these tiny bits of life have made me feel more alive, ive learnt that doing well in exams will never be the only thing i care or the only thing that makes me happy, and betrayals from friends will never be the only thing that saddens me, theres really much more things out there waiting for me to know, waiting for me to feel, and ive never been more excited about it than before. I guess, jumping out of school life is the first step to everything and 2006 has been the year that i finally make this jump. indeed, a great jump.
ive read a few books and watched a few documentaries, not only has my perspective of life changed, it has also allowed to care beyond the mere desires of a teenage girl, marching toward young adulthood has only been more exciting. looking towards more challenges ahead, and more opportunities to try more new things. indeed, things i wish to do goes on and on.
if by now, u've been confused about what im writing, no worries, nothings wrong, 2006 has indeed been a confused year anyway.but i guess this notion would sum up all my emotions from 2006 :
" today is the first day of the rest of my life, and everyday will be, except for the day i die and leave this world "
this shall be the way i lead my 2007, treating everyday as a beginning of a journey to a whole new world ahead, embracing what life have in store for me. kudos shall i say, to 2007.
