life is sad. and the world is too sick for us to live it. or rather the humans are way too weak for the world to handle. start counting the number of sad things that has happened to you, and you'll realise all's just too bad, even worse, when u start counting the number of happy things that happened to you, u fall deeper into the darkness. and yes, i did just that.
maybe ive realised all such truths long ago, or maybe we all knew about it, but we never stopped believing in our own set of theories about life, thats persistence, yet another quality of the
true human being.
somehow someday sometime, something triggered that particular nerve in me, leading on to all kinds of amazing hormonal responses in my body, and so ive decided to abandon my own set of theories, forgoing that persistence, and refuse to be that true human being. sad isnt it? but when i stopped being that true human being, everything becomes so much clearer.
i honestly think that theres too much sad and cruel truths about life that is happening out there, and realising them woke me up, perhaps
life's a dream, and only the optimists can afford the luxury to dream. cause when you realise those sad and cruel truths, u cant help but fall into what the true human beings coined as - depression. and when u cant convince yourself against those truths, u'll officially become a member of the IMH, where u become .... c r a z y
yes, u become crazy.
and u noe what? maybe these "crazy" people are the real sober ones, who've seen the real world, noe the real truths, and unlike the others, they've awoken from their dreams.
why is there earth? why are there human beings? why shld we live? what am i here for? what the god damn hell did
THE GOD do in the very first place? if there even was one.
of course i'd like to dream, dream dream dream and live my life. but now, im right awake, with millions and millions of questions in my head. which i noe. that nobody can answer. except me.
so please tell me im wrong about the world, please tell me humans arent selfish,please, please, please. b4 i become c r a z y.
stop telling me that the world is beautiful, because WHAT exactly is beautiful about the world? i really dun see your point.
or tell me that humans are kind, because WHY are humans kind in the god damn first place?
why are people so vague? saying things like the world is beautiful, or the sunshine's great, or your lifes perfect?? cmon! tell me something concrete. if u even can.
and so when u've finish reading my little thought about the world, tell me u agree with me, i'll feel good. or tell me u dun agree with me, i'll feel even better cause really, i'd rather dream the way you dream, and join you in dreaming your life forever and ever.
i'd wish.
