alumni pracs are always interesting, diff groups of ppl come and go everyprac, new faces old faces, but its always nice to see them come and go, you noe, like it just remind you of the old days, and like them, it comes and goes.
my my my, age have indeed caught up with us, whether you like it or not, i dun even have the strength to go for a midnight movie after alumni prac with genevive, hah! oh well, it will come, i guess..
anywayss, something i haven mentioned, did went for night safari training as a show presenter on tuesday, which unfortunately, by wednesday, im no longer their worker, yesss, i gave it up.
its like this, i didnt really apply for this job because i wanted it, its more because i wanted to do something that most people ard me think i couldnt do, for instance, this. i mean im really kinda sick of everyone thinking that little of my capability, and limiting myself to the familiar grounds, i do not want to be just-like-that. call it adding-a-little-colors-to-my-boring-life if you want, or call it a-quest-for-self-realisation if its even appropriate, but i just wanted to do that thing at that point of time, yet reality proves itself once again, i m indeed not as capable as i make myself out to be.
i dunno if its the passion im lacking, or the desire i do not have, or simply, my motive right from the start wasnt even correct, i chose to gave up the job and conveniently push the blame onto the night shift i was allocated to.
yes i am that useless.
i seek comfort in once again MCDONALDS shaker fries, and my fav bubble green tea.
