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Maybe it is really the continuous nonstop excitment that this film provides, or maybe perhaps it was the company, which i assure you - its really some company. i mean, who screams ( i mean literally screammmmss) at the movie, or gasp or shakes or scold the actress "bitch" like really loudly? holyholy, i was more amused than embarassed. but i must say, i had like one of the best movie company of all times, jill and isaac, i couldnt say no more.
Sunday
Sunday was a day i continued to wallow in some self-pity after my food poisoning issue since tuesday, and my my my, i was actually starting to complain nobody actually cares whether i was still "poisoned" or not, to MYSELf. hah! now tell me about it.
i must be mad believing in some weird supernatural incident i had on monday, when on the other hand, i stubbornly hold on to all my weird nonsensical sense-s/theories i have about mankind. you cant blame me, now can you? the whole tarot cards, guru, supernatural stuffs just DO work on me, allright, especially so when ive been using all bits of strength all this while trying to combat against the teachings of higher-beings which i DO know they exist.
so randomly, i was just hoping that someday b4 i actually pass on, i may just get lucky enough to find someone (at least) who may just have existed for me. you see, i have this like weird stubborn belief that all mankind are selfish and we all do things ultimately for ourselves, and how all our actions all comes back to benefit ourselves, blahblahblah, and so wouldnt it be great if someone could just prove me wrong and he/she may just have existed for me? like how all the movies say, "my life is nothing without you". holyholy, that "you" could be me. and mind you, i dont literally mean that" someone" has to be the boygirlfriend, or the wifehusbandpeople. it could be some random people you helped randomly, or some neighbour who has been living beside you your whole life. it would be great to know you have this significant influence/impact on that "someone", right?
well sometimes, loneliness can consume someone totally, even though i applaud its presence occassionally. so,,, for someone whos surrounded by friends/family/people, yet feels extremely lonely, i give this to you - Jesus Take the Wheel, by Carrie underwood. (screams and waved frantically "I loveeeeeed this song! and the MTV")