and so issues have been bogging my mind, plus, with the addition of the recent CORS frustration, i think i need a let-down-the-hair day, i dont care if my account has been depleting due to my implusive buyings and eatings, i just need to reward myself for the whatever shit that got me.
ive had it.
So, someone said,
People dont forget about you, they just forgot to remember you. it kinda made me feel better actually, i mean, the lack of attention ive been feeling for the past months have indeed been coming down on me lately, so much so some people would know i seem to be out of my mind sometimes, doing crazy things to
imnotdenying attract attention. yes, i need that attention to survive now.
or perhaps, ive been taking all those attention too much for granted, such that i have forgotten that i have to earn them. yet it seems as if i should still deserve it. hah! selfish selfish selfish.
whos not?
so my new love, a hopefully addition-able to my collection of fetishes for bags -
Coach's
curly signature 
my fetish have moved to a higher level, and so have i :)
