it really sucks to be here in Montreal, excluded from everything thats happening back at home, not knowing any and every big thing thats happening, its like u're excluded from a part of all your friends and familys' life, this basically
SUCKS.

it doesnt help to know that eventually you'll be updated, or eventually you'll know, cause thats not how things work. the KPO carol who once knew everything about everybody DO NOT know everything now. I cant participate, I cant communicate, I cant be involved..

not to mention how my laptop crashed suddenly.. what a great 21st bdae present.

its not how much fun and experience i have here, its how much i missed from home.

thats, my friends,
my SEP experience.