i feel as if some judge has just passed me a death sentence for something i dont even know took place in the first place. im so hurt, so stabbed in my heart for like a million times.and for the first time in my life. i concede defeat in this game of social life.
i seriously cant do this.
at ALL.

i feel so misunderstood, so bloody fucking misunderstood.
and i cant believe you cant place any trust and faith in that amount of time we've spend together. do i look THAT unworthy of this friendship? and you had to choose this time to do it when i actually could see some eternity in it. how more hurt can i be?

do you know?

obviously not.

i guess some things just have to be said.
i simply just cant assume, or keep it in my heart hoping the other party will know
because assumption really gets me nowhere.

ive learnt my lesson.

but its too late.