its one word i'll never admit and i'll never never never say
how true when people say
"no proximity, no friendship"

its yet the time of the year again to experience (insert the word)

trapped in a black box
seeing nothing but hear yourself
acknowledging nothing but the lack of light

its yet again the time of the year
i'll get over it
and successfully convince myself of the otherwise

but i'll not try harder

and thats why its a cycle